Hi there! I'm a university student and I do a lot of writing. However, I also have an anxiety disorder that causes: My hands to shake My hands to clench / tighten My fingers to be unsteadyIs there a chunky, easy to grip pen around that could withstand possibly being dropped? Ideally C/C, cheapish (student!), decent clip, medium nib. Also an ink that goes nicely with then pen? Currently my pens each have a set ink for a certain module (subject) so something bright or unusual. Thanks, Charlie